I took a little less than 30mg of adderall this morning and right now I'm

going through the worst cravings. Today is the second day of my fast.

I should probably just go to bed and forget about it. I need to lose.

I need to do this. I need it more than anything. I have weightlifting tomorrow

bright and early, so that's good. The worst part of a fast for me is the first

and second days. Tomorrow should be better if I take an adderall as soon

as I get up. I hope everybody is well.

[edit] for those of you who want my screename, it's anemicpapercup

intake: 0 calories

total today: 0 calories

fasting for as long as i can.

wish me luck.

I'm not dead, but I'm so incredibly busy.

My brother and best friend came to visit and that was amazing.

That following weekend I went to visit my boyfriend in NY.

The week after I was sad and didn't feel like doing anything.

and this last week I have a viral infection and I'm just coughing

and being sick. Finals are coming so I don't know how I'll

update this or have time for anything else. Sorry <3 I hope

everyone is still kicking ass.

I made it 5 days of fasting. I'm very pleased with myself. I ate

some lunch today. It was macaroni and cheese. It would have

been my sixth day fasting if my mom, dad, brother and best friend

weren't coming. I'm sad I didn't go longer with my fast, but I'm

so happy that they're coming. I've missed them and I love them.

+mac&cheese

+diet coke

- weight lifting

= 600? (no clue how many calories.)

I won't be updating this weekend because they will be staying with

me. Mom and dad are staying in a hotel. I can't risk anything. I hope you

all have a great weekend!

I'm extremely weak today. My muscles ache.. my eyes ache.. everything

does. I passed my lab practical and I finished lab kind of early so I'm

thinking about taking a nap before I have to get up for art history. I'm

so exhausted and it's not like I went to bed at an unreasonable hour too.

I'm constantly tired. Even when I eat I'm still tired.

+cup of coffee

+adderall

+2 crackers

+30 calories

My friend wants to work out later today.. I'm going to see how I'm feeling.

It would suck to passout at the gym.